FALLEN STAR

I lost the man I thought you were.

    I loved that man. I loved that man.

But you were just convenience with a smile.


I squandered my illusion well.

    I worshipped you. I worshipped you.

I gave you every virtue I admire.


(chorus) Who are you to be a god? Who am I to love one?

    I see you as you are. A fallen star. A fallen star.


Every time you came to me

    to meet your need, to meet your need.

I conjured up the love that brought you here.


Every time you broke my heart

    I swept it up. I swept it up

and pieced it back together with my tears.


(chorus) Who are you to be a god? Who am I to love one?

        I see you as you are. A fallen star. A fallen star.


When opportunists pose as gods

    mortal fools, mortal fools

never seem to tell the two apart.


I see you in my waking dream.

    Pain has its way, it has its way

sharpening the edges of a star.


(ending) Your blinding light has slipped to earth

        beyond the night

        where goddesses, goddesses

        are ever giving birth.

                                Susan Weber
                                ©2003


Response

To the Wind Sweeps through Susan's Music
Reynolds (answering Weber)

The Star swiftly lifts your whole heart
echoing in through the dreamwall, into the morning
soulful ache of how love fails
love always fails,
exhausted, it drowns yards from the life-shore

arc of beauty shreds and sheds its own garments
and then its own flesh and bones in flight

wind sweeps through Susan's music
over the expanse of blue ocean

we are suddenly swept far into the North
gusts over some white frozen plain
our faraway familiar place

that place in your song
that is in your heart, too

and i look into your eyes
all this Space, endless
I understand the courage of it.


chrisdog